Outing with Hubby ♥♥

Awwwwhhhhh....
Nothing to say in this post, since I have no any idea to blogging.
I promised my boyf would just update my blog to let him see.
Although I have no idea to blogging, I will not break the promise *
So Mr.Yow, please listen carefully here!
You have to love your babe more, more and more, because she obeys everything you said :)
And you cannot make any objection, because you don't have rights. Wahahaha..♥

Alright,bac to the topic,
Today my hubby day off,therefore i decided out wif my hubby ♥
We lunch at Unknown place to eat 芽菜雞 ^^

yiekkk,without make up ><

yirrr, why i;m so ugly >< ishhhh

Curi tangkap^^

The Sweet Couple♥♥

Today 29-10-2011 dinner at Parade Kopitiam Junction

Start cam-whored after makan.

He so cute ,right? ♥

The Sweet Couple ♥♥

Jamond,I Love You

Babe,I Love You♥

Hey, I'm here to blogging :)
So,i never update my blog for ages. Kinda busy nowadays.
Things changed a lot within 1 months.
It's incredible because I was still single but now, I got a new boyfriend.
Just feeling things happened unforeseen.  Alright, is the time to introduce my babe..
He is Jamond Yow Kein Mun ♥, He is an ordinary guy ,2× in tis year (2011)
He is a generous, easy-going and good temper guy..

Well, my story began on 24/10/2011. I finally found someone who finally treat me the way I wanted. Someone who I just love being with and not another. He treats me like no one have ever did. So special, just the way I like. In fact, from the beginning, I'm tired of guessing and choosing. I'm scared I would guess the wrong way but actually all is truth. No more pretending. I finally brave enough to say that, I love Jamond Yow ♥ I do really love him, seriously

Ever since the starting when we was dating, I knew he is going to be the one and no one can instead him in my mind (: People said we would last and some people bet we would break up. Hahah! Well, all this takes time. We would never know what would happen next but what we both know is that, we would go through all the ups and downs together and try as hard as we can to not lose each other. And here babe, I want you to know, all this is worth, ILOVEYOU. ♥

Love oneself

To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance.

Love yourself. Love the things that make you you.Your values and talents and　memories.

If you love yourself, you can jump into your life from a springboard of self-confidence.

If you love yourself, you can say what you want to say, go where you want togo.

The world can be a tough place, and some of the billions of people out there will try to knock you down.Don’t join them.Do things that make you proud, then take pride in what you do. And in who you are.Who are you anyway? What makes you you? How are you like your siblings and neighbors and friends?If you were your own secret admirer, what would you most admire?

“My great mistake, the fault for which I can’t forgive myself,” Oscar Wildewrote, “is that one day I ceased my obstinate pursuit of my ownindividuality.”

Keep pursuing your individuality. Keep being yourself.
Becoming yourself. It can be comforting to dress and act like everyone else.But it is grander to be different, to be unique, to be you.

I’m the only me in the whole wide world.

There is always one true inner voice.Trust it. Sometimes it’s hard to know who you are and what you want and whom you likeand why you like that person.The answers change because you’re changing.Growing.But deep inside, you are you.You were you as a baby, you were you as a kid,and you are you right now.“Let me listen to me and not to them,” wroteGertrude Stein.
It makes sense to consider the advice and opinions of other people.But don’t let their noise drown out your inner voice.

What will matter ??

　Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no days, no hours or minutes. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else.

　　Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed.

　　Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear.

　　So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will all expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away.

　　It won’t matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you lived.

　　It won’t matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Your gender, skin color, ethnicity will be irrelevant.

　　So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured?

　　What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave.

　　What will matter is not your success, but your significance.

　　What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught.

　　What will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage and sacrifice that enriched, empowered or encouraged others to emulate your example.

　　What will matter is not your competence, but your character.

　　What will matter is not how many people you knew, but how many will feel a lasting loss when you’re gone.

　　What will matter is not your memories, but the memories of those who loved you.

　　What will matter is how long you will be remembered, by whom and for what.

　　Living a life that matters doesn’t happen by accident.

　　It’s not a matter of circumstance but of choice.

追夢

没有开始，只是过程；没有结束，只有持续......

                                                                         

每个人都有属于自己的小世界 ，或大或小，演绎着我们自己的小故事。

每个人都怀揣着一个属于自己的追求，或大或小，执着着我们自己的的梦想。

生活的理想，就是为了理想的生活着。我，有我自己的梦想。不大不小，可却足以让我的整个生命去沸腾。

是的，我喜欢唱歌跳舞，无法言说的喜欢。一直，一直未曾放弃过我的梦想。尽管有些虚幻的落空，但我仍然相信 ，这个梦想或許不会给我带来失望。“海阔凭鱼跃，天高任鸟飞”。我想，每个人都有自己独特的方式给心的追求一次任性许可吧。给梦想造就腾飞的翅膀。

很多的时候，我在思考：某年后的某天我会不会为自己的这个决定而后悔。我想我是不是依然能够像现在这样坚定的说：“追梦无悔。无悔追梦一场呢。

                    

给自己一次机会，和青春做个赌，我想，我依然无悔这样的义无反顾吧。

其实，我明白，这每一个生活都那么的现实，每一个梦都那么的真实。­时光小偷呢。无法倒带的曾经。有过暂时的彷徨和迷茫。在坚持不下的绝望里醉生梦死过。但，我更明白，为了梦想，我所需要付出的勇气和汗水。

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在给梦想许诺的时候，梦想总是美好的。因为，我们都有自己的梦想。七堇年说过：“只能在最后明白，路途是一个念念不忘的失去过程。”我想，我的梦想就在一次次的死去中却又一次次获得重生。变得愈加沉稳和坚毅。有的时候依旧抱着所谓不到黄河不死心的心态去挑战毅念，就像有些事明知道是错的可却还是那么坚持着。我在想：这就是难道的青春吗？那样的义无反顾。一直到穷途末路。

很多的时候，我会劝谏自己不要那么倔强地去感怀，可梦想的执着却让我一次次更加坚实的脚步。风雨过后，定有彩虹的出现。我愿意等待彩虹。更愿意去迎接那场风雨。就像一首外国经典老歌《追梦无悔》里最后唱到：“That one man scorned and covered with scars ，Still strove with his last ounce of courage ，To reach the unreachable star。”将战斗做到最后，直到摘取最后的成功。

我不知道我想拥有的是小小的繁华世界还是属于自己的繼續發明星夢的天空，但是我知道，心在呐喊，为追梦者的我做下一个抉择。 我不知道我算不算是一个勇敢者，可在我的努力与周遭生活里，就算输了，那也就输了。至少我输得没有借口，没有恐惧。也许我只想，不想抛弃我最初的梦想。做最后的努力呢。

很多的事情我无法去避免，也是避免不了的。有的时候我只是单纯的想，能不能来得不要那么突然，能不能来得迟一些呢？好让我有足够的时间去接受，有足够的能力去释怀。每每在前进的时候我还那么的不以为然，无所谓的高估自己。依然在自己的世界里晃晃悠悠，到最后才会在被现实伤的遍体鳞伤的时候觉醒和顿悟。

其实，梦想简简单单就好吧。有着追求和执着。

也许没有人可以不用成长；也许我的跌撞只是为了尝试我的勇敢；也许，我的期待已经不像我的希望那么容易幻灭；也许，我的执笔也可以那样的从容淡定.......只是我的畏惧还没有完全褪去，自己在现实面前还是那么的无所适从，就像在某些不自然的时刻，我还是选择站在了沉默的一边。我在希望着在这些时候我可以不再辗转。­可以勇敢的坚持下去。



­ 有些事情就是因为不去多想它才愈发的清晰了，但越清晰了才倍显出按捺的必要。对于这种瞬间而来的感觉，我没有语言去解释。缄默是我唯一可以做到的吧，也是最好的执着方式。我知道现在的我不好，但我也不想我过的多好。我想尝试旅途酸甜苦辣，我想看清生活的冷暖悲喜，所以：我的叛逆也始终如影随形。行。但是，我想说的是，梦想一直未曾改变呢。



安妮说：“成熟就是不断的抛弃形势去看本质。”所以，随着年龄的增长，时光的推移。在磨砺的见证下，梦想才会变得那样铿锵有劲。 一直不曾后悔这场追梦的延续。干年之后。



也许，最后的最后，梦想不会成真了，可是我想说的是青春的心无怨无悔！无悔的追过一场梦吧。

寫著別人的故事

不知从何处写起，我似乎忘了怎么用词。 曾有人说我写的东西总是带着悲伤，我想那不是悲伤吧，而是愁绪。也不知道从什么时候开始的，字里行间总是带有这样的情绪，总是希望有生活的潇洒飘逸.....可是现实总是将这样的希望粉碎..... 看着别人的故事,或是悲伤或是欢喜,可是流的却是自己的泪,我不知道为什么自己会感伤,有时候莫名的烦,可是找不到让自己烦的理由,我不清楚是找不到理由还是不想去找. 有时候我真的想要逃,一个人背上行囊去流浪,不要城市的喧嚣,只要一点点宁静,一片青山,绿水,竹楼..... 可是终究还是逃不了,即使再累也得走下去,有时候会很想要个人来陪,一起分享着悲伤或是快乐的故事,可是那个人在哪里呢?每次同学总喜欢问我找女朋友没,我说:没有,他们总说:那快点去找一个呀! 我想说我不会随便的去找一个人做我的女朋友,我要的不是儿戏,如果仅仅为了打发无聊的生活而找个人来陪得话,我想我早就不会一个人了 . 当某一天,你遇到一个你真心喜欢的女孩时,你会明白"不知道TA哪里好,可就是谁都替代不了"这句话是如此的对,每次我总是安慰别人说:忘了吧! 没什么大不了的! 其实我明白想要去放弃一个人是多么的难,心是多么的伤,可是你却只能这样欺骗自己,你已经忘了.爱情的世界里没有什么值不值,只有爱不爱,当你爱了,做什么都是值得的. 以前我不能理解,小说的爱情为什么写的那么夸张,当我看到身边的朋友-兄弟,为了爱而心痛哭泣时,才明白原来小说里的情节也会在现实中上演.一幕又一幕...... "也许你还没有爱过,你不会相信这个世界上有永远的爱,当你真正爱上一个人时,你才会明白,有那么一个人你将一生也无法忘记" 我听过太多这样的话:男生都花心,没一个好东西! 每次我只能很无赖的沉默,因为我知道你的解释是多余的......有些事以后你们会自己慢慢明白,痴情并不是女生所特有的 !女生总说男生不懂她们,可是她们有没有问问自己,你们懂男生吗? 如果爱就请深爱,不要将爱情当做儿戏,不管结局怎样,至少彼此深深爱过, 如果有个人爱着你,你可以不接受,因为这是你的自由,爱情是不能勉强的,但是你不能鄙视TA对你的爱是虚情假意,你不会明白这会让人多伤,多痛...... 请珍惜你身边的人,因为错过就是一生,不要轻易说分手. 大家要记住：如果有人爱你，不是那个人瞎了眼，或者是被情感蒙弊，而是，你值得被别人去爱！　 爱，原来是没有名字的，在相遇之前等待的，就是它的名字。 Copy from someone